I was a new year quitter, I made it till the second week of Feb.
I’m now “coping” with 2-3 bottles of wine per day.
How did I get back here so fast?! How can I get back to the "clean me"
I feel damned if I do and damned if I don’t.
Sober was starting to nark me, less fun, boring and still no better off financially.
Now, I look back at me during that period, and I want to kick her arse for being so pathetic.
She wasn’t boring and she had a grip!
Why does the brain kid us every which way possible?!
How can I go back to plain Jane I miss her