I made 7 weeks then bam .. AGAIN!

I was a new year quitter, I made it till the second week of Feb.
I’m now “coping” with 2-3 bottles of wine per day.
How did I get back here so fast?! How can I get back to the "clean me"
I feel damned if I do and damned if I don’t.
Sober was starting to nark me, less fun, boring and still no better off financially.

Now, I look back at me during that period, and I want to kick her arse for being so pathetic.
She wasn’t boring and she had a grip!

Why does the brain kid us every which way possible?!

How can I go back to plain Jane I miss her :frowning:

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You can do this.
One day at a time.
And there is no nothing wrong with a “plane jane”

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Dont give up! This is a lifelong battle no matter what we do but we get to choose what side we are on. It’s not easy, it’s hard work but I know if I spend the time I spent using in recovery instead I’ll be fine. You can do this, I can do this, we all can do this. I just gotta try and follow the suggestions of those who came before me bc it worked for them, even if I dont understand it or gets a little fearful.

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