The grand realization. When enough becomes enough. The day I finally signed up here I was at that point. Realized if I was really giving up and didn’t know what to do, maybe I could try full on whatever these sober people were doing. I sure was sure out of ideas.
Well if that’s what you’re after, you could make a point of checking in on this thread every day. I did that for a long while running. Great self-accountability and a way to get to know some other good people here!
And there are recovery programs. Some have shifted a bit given the current situation, but that means they’re also more present online than usual.