I drank. I thought I had this, I wanted to be done.
I do want to be done. I said horrible things to my husband who isn’t perfect, but doesn’t deserve how I treated him. I feel sick, ashamed, embarrassed, and every other emotion I want so badly to be done with. How can I want something so badly and turn around and do this to my family…
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I was triggered by loneliness I suppose. My husband works nights and we don’t get weekends because he sleeps all day. I was frustrated with life and started drinking. I lost my determination for a few minutes and it lead to me now in bed trembling and unable to keep anything down. I feel awful and I’m really beating myself up hard.