I’ve noticed

So,I’ve noticed something in myself. I am trying to figure out how to put it succinctly so it can go along w “One is one too many…”

In my Life I’ve noticed that I hit x number of days and feel I can handle y, For example, 30days and I can go back to where my friends are drinking. I look back at these decisions now and, Holy Crap, that was insane,y stupid. I was no where near as ok as I thought I was.
On the other side of the coin, I always managed to stay Sober no matter how bad things were in that moment.
“It seems we are weaker than we think in the day, but stronger than we know in the moment.”
Anyone? Bueller? Anyone?

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