I wanna do better but cant

I was clean for over a year, 3 months ago I relapsed why I don’t know I knew better now I’m hooked all over again and can’t stop for nothing I need advice I know every time I pick up all my money will be gone cause I’m chasing that fist high I’m gonna be exhausted this next day but during them cravings I can’t think of the ending

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Advice?
90 meetings in 90 days. Surround yourself with other addicts as much as possible. NA AA any kind of A

Changed attitudes aid recovery :mending_heart:
:pray:t2::heart:

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You’ve got to believe you CAN. :bouquet:

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My first long bout with sobriety, I also relapsed after just over a year. Re-starting was harder than starting the first time… I always felt like I’d never get back to that year. Now, I’m over two years sober. But it did help me to remember the good feelings and effects that came with sobriety, and remembering those tools that helped me reach the year in the first place. It’s so hard, but you can- I bet you have some tools in that toolbelt you can pull out to save yourself. Keep coming back here, we’re here for now.

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Whether you think you cannot or you have faith that you can, you are right.

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