I have 213 days sober. I’ve got quite a bit of stress in my head right now. My partner is going away for the weekend and I keep having these thoughts about wanting to get drunk while she’s gone, just for a few hours of that old relief. But I won’t.
I’m not looking for anyone to prompt me to remember why I quit drinking, or remind me of the ramifications of relapse. I know these things, and I won’t drink. I’m just putting this out here because I know some of you will understand. I don’t really have anywhere else to admit these feelings. So I guess that’s all I’m really looking for, is someone to say “I get it”.
Thanks for listening.