If I only knew how alcohol affected me. How it can change a person. There were times where if I was sober, things would of been better. I know one instance for certain I wish never happened. But it did. And I live with that. It was my mistake and I take full responsibility for it. Now that I did, the healing can begin. Just wish I knew then what I know now. There is no way to go back in time and make it right. Only thing I can do is move forward and learn from my mistakes. To become the man I want to be. The man I know I can be. To climb out of the personal hell I have made and make myself better. I am sorry to the ones I hurt. My loved ones. The ones no longer in my life. I wish they knew how sorry I am, and how that drives me to stay sober, and make better decisions in my life. If you haven’t gotten to the point where you have a major regret from your addiction. Please work on it and make it better before you end up like I have. I am here for anyone who needs to talk, because I do not want anyone to go through the pain I have caused and been through. I wanted to write this because it is on my mind, as I sit home alone. Fully grown man with tears in his eyes. From my addiction.
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Thank you for sharing , it is inspiring . Because of my addictions i know that i No longer are alone . In others storys i find my self . In that is hopes. In others i find my higher power . Thank you . Today im leaving to go to a gathering, pardon my english im a Norwegian