i lost a battle.
head got loopy
and 2 beers and a j after, im here admitting to the lost battle
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Hang in there! While the feeling of defeat might be weighing on you right now just think about how great it will feel conquering tomorrow.
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thank you , thats acctually very nice to think about
Stop going to war my friend.
It’s a losing battle.
Time for the white towel.
I was really able to start to recover when I gave up fighting, and knew in my heart I would never drink again.
Dive into a recovery program and learn how to live without the old fallback.
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Get back up, and step up what you’re prepared to do buddy?
I found Acceptance of my situation and that I could never drink again helped in a big big way.
It ment I could move on.
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This!!
Surrender was the only way I could change.
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Maybe a different approach maybe try a meeting wish you well
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a meeting sounds good. now i need to get there. all i need to do is do it
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It’s done .stand up dust ysself off n onwards you go!!! U got this remember stay connected log in daily.xx
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Ugh… Life is better sober
I drink out of habbit
Im sorry im messin up guys… Im trying not to be a bad influance but i am i guess
Dec. 9th 2019 12am
Lets try again
Sober is just better no matter how much i try to fight it
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You are not a bad influence at all, you are here and that counts! It’s strong to pick yourself up and try again! Keep doing that and you will succeed!
We all do, it’s addiction and a habbit, but we can change habbits. We cannot change the addiction part. So I’m still addicted, but I’ve changed my bad habbit to drink with every occasion. You can do that too. They say it takes 3 monts to change a habit, go for it!! 
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Just a bump in the road… It’s a brand new day to do better than yesterday… 
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i am so greatful for you
really for everyone
the big hearts
the tuff love
the people who get it
the people who always just try
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the only thing i seem to understand about sobriety is that i always keep trying after the slip
i am really stubbern… no good
Just start again,don’t beat yourself up we are human,try to log in every day and read others story’s and journeys.if u can go to your local drug and alcohol support services to get extra support.remember keep connected xx
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