Sounds good, this old guy just went to meetings met loads of people who understood my problem but if it going to keep you sober i wish you well . my main drink was vodka i used to go to several shops and after afew months i got a tick book going owed alot of shop owners then i moved to another area lol
Stay strong. I need these reminders as well, that the desire to drink is actually irrational and fraught with negative consequences. You can do it! We all can.
I can relate to that, the need to replace the thought that drinking will lead to something positive. I made that mistake almost daily for about 17 years despite learning the hard way the next morning every time.