I'm close to losing everything

I relapsed. HARD! My wife just left. I don’t know if I will ever get her back. I’m now trying to sober up. It’s not going to be until the morning. I’m blowing a .12. I’m not going to drink anymore. I’ve hit my rock bottom

I’m sorry to hear it’s got to this point man. I’m pulling for you.

Awe man! I’m sorry to hear that. I hope that maybe she just needs some time to cool off and think about things. Sometimes when you aren’t the one with an addiction it can be hard to understand why the other person does what they do. Sober up and keep us posted! Good luck

Rock bottom- I’ve been there… a few times. Before you leave, make sure you grab a rock that will become the cornerstone of your journey towards recovery. A symbolic reminder of this place where you never want to be again.
The good thing about loosing things is that they can be found again- yourself included. I’m rooting for you too. The journey to Recovery begins with a single sober step.

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I’ve been there… my rock bottom saw me lose so so much. Keep fighting for your recovery, you deserve to be well and healthy and addiction free…

I know how bad everything looks at the bottom of the glass / bottle / morning after when you’re hung over, utterly depressed and full of shame, self hate and resent…

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I’m so to hear your pain @Mester. We’re all pulling for you and hope for the best. Don’t give up fighting for your sobriety.

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I’m so sorry @Mester !! I won’t pretend to give you advice, because honestly, I’d probably be drinking too. Losing a spouse (even temporarily) is devastating. You’re in my thoughts.

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My rock is her. If she stays with me, I will spend the rest of my life making it up to her

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Phone AA makes it easier best of luck