Don’t give up on yourself and know that a sober, healthy and happy life IS possible. But, things need to change. Right? Best way forward, in my opinion, is joining a recovery program where you can get the support, and accountability, you need. You can’t do it alone, it doesn’t work. Lean on the wisdom, experience and advice of others who are sober and doing well.
I wish you well. 
Ah haa im back this time with positive results no detox no rehab no nothing on GOD and im doing 33days sober but its no walk in the park cause honestly i still have carvings but i try my best to stay clean in a real way ive always smoke Marijuana since like 13 years old so i resort back to it and it helps tremendously well with the cravings also promotes my appetite so yeah 33days guys after 158 resets here i am 
Another 33 Day celebration 
It really doesn’t matter how you did it as long as you’re DOING it. There are no style points in recovery. I think what readers will respect is your tenacity ! Addicts have a stubborn resistance to change and sometimes we have to fool ourselves into getting better. When I was told I had to walk away from booze for the rest of my life, I felt like I was about to have a limb amputated. When I was asked to quit for the day, my alcoholic brain became willing. I didn’t need to commit myself to that crazy AA cult Lol …. As our literature states, “ it opened that recovery door just a slight crack” from there I could shut it or nudge it a bit more ajar. As much or as little as I was comfortable with. Congratulations on your 33 days. You hopefully are feeling better and gaining momentum to put you DOC away forever. Have a great Sunday 
Congrats on 33 days sober!
Hey guys just checking in to let u know we can do this one day at a time
Hell ya !!! The Gazaman87 is the house. 37days is no joke. Thank you for posting. 
Any thing to motivate the community and spread hope brothers and sisters
so happy, we realise that one needs faith. Slips will happen!
Good job. Glad to see things are okay. ODAAT 
Hi guys good morning from barbados 
just want to announce that im heading to my 60 day goal and i feel tremendous so to all my brothers and sisters battling addictions out there especially crack addiction it just takes one day at a time 
and never give up the fight
@Gazaman87 you sound like you are in a good place currently. Keep going. You got this. ODAAT is all you need.
AMAZING! I just read the entire thread, and I’m so glad to see you made it out of your dark place.
Congratulations on 51 days, stay strong, and never give up.
Sober life is the best life, and I’m glad you’re living it now 
Well guys i relapsed after 64 days 
was under alot of pressure and stress from family so i choose the weak way out instead of dealing with it my trigger so to be honest to myself and to my brothers and sisters in the community here i am again
Dust yourself off and reflect on what tools you could have used in face of those those and emotions which were uncomfortable.
Still here cheering you on @Gazaman87
Just get right back on the horse my friend, 64 days is incredible, and I know you’re strong enough to get to that milestone again, and beyond.
Stay strong, and don’t give up hope 
How are you my friend ?? What’s the count ??
Congratulations on 64 days. Sucks when we relapse, but that doesn’t have to continue today. Today we make different choices, healthier choices. Addiction is crap, and it’s not always easy getting sober, or staying sober, just keep on trying that’s all any of us can do. Glad you reached out here.
