That is so tricky, one the one hand it sounds like you can really trust him but then in other ways he is not giving you what you need. I don’t know what the answer is but hopefully it will work itself out, one day at a time!
Glad the new school is better for you. Hopefully it will help with your grades - although they aren’t everything! The fact that you love learning is an amazing quality in itself and if you’re staying behind for extra help that means you’re trying your best which is all anyone can (or should!) ask of you. Plus keeping out of the house is a bonus
Do you know what you want to do at college?
I haven’t seen any of the ASMR stuff but one of my friends is into it. I will try and remember to check it out when I’m back home.