I keep trying and failing at stopping self harm. Right now my legs are so scarred up they look like a cats scratch post. Fuck. I wanna get better but what if its too late for me. Its been years since I started and i keep getting better at getting worse.
I need to go to the hospital but im scared. My parents dont know i relapsed. I have a job now, i dont want to let them down. But i just keep sinking lower and lower and i dont know if i can keep going anymore. Im so sick of my life
I have too many people that need me to have my shit together for me to disappear right now. Work, school, family, theres too much for me to just leave. I dont now if i should, it would be selfish of me to leave like that
Hey I struggle with self harm also. it’s crucial that you get the help that you need because it can turn in to something bad. I have been to the point of where I almost died bc of self harm. Message me if you want or have any questions.