Hello Everyone. I am a porn,masturbation,orgasm and sex addict. My tough childhood and teenage bad memories are behind this addiction I think. It’s been almost 9 years i am into this. Never shared anything on a site or anywhere. May be I am trying everything to give up,sharing might help.I am taking a first 10 days target to stay clean.It would be tough specially for a guy like me who do this 2-5 times a day.But yeah i will fight hard this time.I have a very few friends in real life and I barely see them.I need some support here. Love you fighters…
(sorry for bad English, Bengali is my native language)
Welcome @Lonewolf .you are not alone in having addiction. You have made a choice and thats great. Belive in your self. Be the boss in your life
Thanks for the support @Cobaltchris . Just passed day 2, still strong, I won’t back down this time, no…
Im very glad and Proud of you! Keep it up .stay focused. We are all as one here, all addictions are the same. If any all are happy to help and support . Remember to be Proud buddy
Those words means huge to me,great motivation actually. This time i’ll think positive about myself and will be proud for my each day achievements. Thanks again for the strength you have given me through words.
Its what we do ! Support and help and you also help me too dont forget that . Thank you @Lonewolf you are tough because you share your story and i learn from it . In others i constantly find myself , i relate it to my own story . Im an alcoholic and drug addicted., clean and sober .keep it up and fight it .
I guess you are way ahead than me in numbers of clean days. So you are definitely tougher than me. But I’ll catch you soon friend, but I know you will be more ahead as you are now. Stay strong, happy journey.We can do it.
“There is no chemical solution to a spiritual problem.”
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604 days its not that what counts, for me it is the effort my willingness is very high. To me thats all that matters for me. My sobrierty are more important then my own fam and things like that. But of course sure they are awesome and Great support, i love them for that. I stay sober for myself and it does affect my fam and my souroundings. I do atend in meetings got a Great sponsor, doctor and psyciatrician. I have stayed at a clinic 5 months last year. Worked hard on my issues by that i ment my feelings that lead me to my addictions. I have been freed of my shame. IT almost cost me my life . Meditation is also a Great support of course. Stay strong and stay motivated and you will gain life and all that comes With it .
604 days!! that’s a dream for a beginner like me man. I know day count doesn’t matter when you decided to choose this as a lifestyle.It’s a forever thing.But sometimes it boosts confidence.The main thing is you are a winner now,so congratulations!
Thanks buddy it means alot , i still take it day by day. I got my fam and all support groups to thank for this.this one too
Without thoose big things i never could do it. For that im a humble man . I wish us all a better life .