I know the compulsion to drink and use feels like the highest priority in your life. The mistake we make while under the influence can be life changing… we don’t want them, but the strain we put on our lives, personal relationships is real. Perhaps worse; the law, careers or causing physical injury to someone.
I hope you reach a point where the consequences outweigh the chase of addiction. Seeking help doesn’t make you weak, but the exact opposite. It takes courage and bravery to stop running, and face your demons on solid committed ground.
My friend, you can do this! Make a commitment to yourself and God to lead you out of the Valley of Death.
Latelly i have been doing good - according also to family and job. But then slowly i started to do “exceptions” and - i drunk all in one 4 bottles of good wine and 8 strong beers.
From now, i consider alcohol (and obviously drugs) like a “poison for me” - and i’m not intentioned to touch them anymore.
I’m doing good since 3 days and yes, i will go to meetings with groups.
