Okay… Last weekend i had a drink… Luckly just one and i could keep it with that.
But i olso smoked a joint and i really feel a faillure…
But okay… things happend i cant change it.
Today i really start over with everything.
Quit everything !!! otherwise i really go back to the shitty life i had and i never want that life again!
Damn i was so proud of myself i was quited everything for 4 months. Why is it so hard ?
Why did i smoked again? I really dont understand and im so done with that!
I want to feel happy en proud again and gonna work on that!
Just wanted to share because sharing is so important.
I started a selfhelp program online today for the cannabis and alcohol i do by my self.
And this evening i have a kind of meeting by an addiction centre nearby,
Thanks for reading/listning! Xxxxxx