As day 836 alcohol free comes to a close, I find myself being envious of people who can still catch a buzz and not pay for it the next day. Especially when I see much older people enjoying alcohol. I’ve been thinking to myself “why the hell cant I just be normal and not take everything I do to excess” I’ve been beating myself up mentally for the last week or so. I think this has been triggered by me working with my mom now and realizing how much she drinks because I am on phone calls with her almost everyday (she gets to work from home, I work at the building) .
I know I shouldnt be jealous of drinkers but sometimes I just wanna scream!!!
Thanks for the read. Happy friday