Im a few days shy of four months. But tonight i just feel tears welling up. Its taking everything ive got to not go get a drink.
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Can I offer u a thought? Try to remember what u wanted so desperately to break free from 4 months ago! Remember the hell of the roller coaster of shame and guilt and hopelessness? I’m only 3 days sober…don’t come back to this place! It’s no fun here!! Wishing u well friend!! 
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You got this! Stay strong you have the strength in you! Focus on good vibes and keep rockin it out
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Couldn’t agree more. It’s a battle. I got back tonight from work. I’m in UK. I’ve done 4 days… 30 mins to day five. I nearly thought sod it I’ll drink. That was 2 hours ago. I haven’t been to sleep and already I’m glad of my choice. Like the others say… why are we all here in the first place? Don’t go back there.
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I was in this exact situation last summer @Dmarie . I was at a 116 Days sober and I made a decision that I have regretted everyday since then. I have not been able to get back to that point since then and when I think of where I might be now if I had not picked up that first drink that day the regrets are even worse. Trust me, just keep moving forward and do not throw away all you have already achieved by doing something you will undoubtedly regret!
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I stayed in, took a long bath, gave myself some time to just feel shitty. Today hasnt been too much btter. Im going to ameeting tonight to be proactive. Thank you for your support 
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Stay strong. I’m new here, but looking up to everyone that’s staying the course. I’m only 2 days sober and I’m looking forward to growing stronger with other people. Will remember you in prayer
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We got this! Today is your day: Make it a great one and don’t let one slip-up combat the amazing progress of four months. I wish you luck and strength!
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make a awesome pot of soup for yourself…relax in your PJ’s…put a movie on. I kept myself busy in the beginning of my journey…I made lots of soups LOL.
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I’m just over three months and that feeling of always missing out on something sets in all the time. You’re fighting a hard battle that many are not brave enough to do. You have one purpose for being sober, keep striving towards that. You’re strong, you’re great, keep fighting!