So after 2 years of many false starts I hit 60 days. This 60 days has been incredibly easy compared to the past and I’ve felt great the whole time, having found the balance of meetings and sponsor time that works for me.
However today I felt so flat. No idea why. My partner and family are telling me how amazing it is, but because it’s been super easy and that I should have done it ages ago I don’t feel any different to any other day
Congratulations on your 60 days!! I am glad it has felt easier, tho it sounds like you are struggling against that in a way. I do know that for me sometimes big milestones (like 60!) could bring on some challenging feelings…they are valid, if not always comfortable.
Congrats on your 60days!
You should be proud! Takes lot of hard work to get there.
Maybe treating yourself to something nice will make that blah feeling go away.
We’re rooting for you, one day at a time!
I think if/when we mentally put emphasis on a timeline 30/60/90 days, or whatever, and when it comes and we don’t feel all tingles or something magical that day we sell ourselves on the idea that its no biggie.
Well, it is a biggie! Keep kicking ass.
That’s HUGE!
I’m with @SassyRocks on the milestone malady thing. I got pretty depressed on my 60 and 90. 300 almost killed me, even though I knew it was coming. I just had to feel bad for awhile. And it went away after a few days.
Glad you’re here.
Hope to see you around.
I feel you. Sometimes certain milestones don’t really feel that “special” to me. So I try to make my own milestones that have some personal meaning.
Great job on 60 days!!! That is great progress. Keep it up. I look forward to seeing you around on here.
Congrats!
Honestly… i felt the same way. Then i flipped it in my mind: its a GOOD thing it feels like any other day.
Its still early on for you. I’m almost to 1 year and i am just now starting to feel PROUD of myself. For a long time it felt like shit, then i had to work on myself and it felt worse. Then one day it felt like nothing. But now…now it feels like an accomplishment.
Embrace the flat feeling. Its like being in your cacoon. Or hybernating. Whatver analogy you wanna use. Youre growing even if you feel stagnent. Nice job!
Milestones are tricky days, at least they are for me. They make me a bit unstable and emotional.
Even fulnerable for a relapse.
Maybe that’s the case in your situation too?
Congratulations with the 2 months though, that’s awesome!