Ok so, one of the things I worried about was how will I have fun if I can’t drink? I’ve lived so many years drunk at parties, weddings, hanging out with friends, even funerals. One of the fears of getting sober is worrying that everything will became boring.
Today my sister and my niece video called me. They were both drinking, already drunk. I was fine with that, it’s their lives and I can’t do anything about that. We talked for over 2 hours. We started playing with filters, as one does, haha, and I laughed so hard it made my stomach hurt! Big belly laughs full of joy.
When I got off the phone I thought omg! I had such a great time, and I feel such happiness completely sober. I feel frickin great! I’m not worried about it now.