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Welcome. Getting clean starts with self awareness. Finding Good helps as well. Make every second count. You are strong and will overcome this addiction.
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Thank you! 
You can do this. Try to go from once a month to never. That once a month drinking could lead to more and we dont want that!!
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Exactly what im striving for!! No more backslides!!
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Thank you for your share. I completely slipped the party life when I was in college. I only went to two parties and played the role of sober babysitter at both, making sure a friend made it home safe.
After college I started to feel like I’d missed out on something and used that in part justify some of my actions since as I plummeted toward my rock bottom. I see now that I want missing out on anything at all. I was missing out on shame and regret.
Thanks again and welcome.
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Congratulations on the first 17 days @MayLove937! I’m an alcoholic as well. I built my entire life around drinking and now that I’m not. We’ll see. It’s winter; spring and summer are where all my beer activities are, so we’ll see. But if I make it till then, I know I’ll be able to stay the course. Hopefully… 
Make new allies/friends that will help you along the way. If it’s the old friends that were leading you; maybe it’s time to set boundaries and if they can’t keep them, well, are they really your friends?
That’s great that you’ve found Jehovah; but you also need to find yourself. You can’t do it for everyone else and then yourself; you have to do this for yourself. Everything else will fall in place. 
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Yes i been taking all the necessary steps. Cutting off so called friends … Pondering over every decision i make. And yes figuring myself out an things i need to work on personally. Your right doing it for myself is a necessity!!
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