One of the worst feelings on trying and failing to be clean is the isolation, the withdrawal of others. Even on here. I feel,a hopeless case and feel you probably agree. I don’t want to disappear…
@Noxamanda11 no disappearing is aloud I’ve done that already it’s time for us to be with friends and family for support and us strangers hope that venting on here will help clear up some thing that I’ve been feeling stay strong keep checking in
Agree with all the comments made and so do you Amanda. Executing them is the key. I don’t know you but you always say the right thing to others. You know the right thing to do. Only a suggestion but try and say I’m not using today if you’re finding a day hard to get past. As @Oliverjava said plan something to do. Anything you can do. It’s only 24 hours some of which you sleep. Then reassess after that. I wrote down a list of plusses and minuses for my drinking. If it enters my head I get to the third one and think I’m done with this. You’ve got one life and two options. Choose the option out of this mess. It is possible and YOU CAN do it. Set a small milestone and stick to it no matter what. You get tempted you get in touch
Hi Amanda. Please please please don’t leave the forum. Stick with it. Get through the next day.
@Noxamanda11 don’t leave and whatever you do don’t give up. No matter how many times you fall. I know this is hard for you. Have you researched on the addiction of meth? I have researched on the addiction of alcholol and have watched countless YouTube videos. I would encourage you too. I found an article that you may or may not find useful. Hang in there my friend and know there is always light even when it seems impossible. You can do this!
You ok?? How’s you?..
It’s funny you mentioned isolation because when I was using I would isolate myself so I would do my drugs alone and stay away from everyone even though it’s hurting those you love the most. Stay positive and stay optimistic I mean all the support that you had or maybe didn’t have they are now there for you and you need to reinsert yourself in the life.
Smart thing to do is do you and people will want to be around you. Always have you time though. Good luck and much love
@Noxamanda11 hang in there your not alone