I can’t believe it’s been 40 days since I last got high. I would have never thought I’d be in this situation 40 days ago. I always told myself I can do it because I used to live life sober and did it just fine. Well that wasn’t enough, it was that and actually jumping in and telling myself I’m not a good person when i take these. Or when I try to get them. I’m so happy I don’t have to worry about how to not get sick anymore. I don’t even think about pain pills everyday anymore. Used to be alll the time. Hope everyone’s night is going well. I’m just reading Guts after I finish stuff on the computer and bills. So much fun! Have my step son over so hopefully we can do something fun this weekend (:
@nillafresh Your an inspiration well done I can’t wait to be back at 40 days after a few relapses I’m back at day 2 I’ve just read your post an it sure made me smile, I remember that feeling of positivity, at the moment I’ve lost all hope but I’m trying to get back on track xx
You can and get there Toni! Message me if you ever need to talk (:
Congratulations on your 40 @nillafresh! It’s great to have such a positive voice on the forum.
Well done …still going strong
Great job! Congrats!
Kudos on 40 days!! It’s very inspiring!
Thank you everyone for the positive words it really means a lot! ((:
Congrats. I just got 90… we can keep it going
Awesome! I’m at 43 days. We can do this! Good job on today and keep up the good work
Congratulations! We will keep going! Yesterday was a really hard day for me but I’m here at day 42 now (:
Thank you! Awesome that your at 43 (: it’s day 42 now! We got this! (:
Yesterday was a really hard day for me. All day I thought about getting high. But I didn’t give in to the urges! It’s so hard to overcome the urges without pills. That’s how I always cured myself. But it was like yesterday was one bug urge. But I’m here on day 42 feeling better than ever(:
Congratulations on staying strong!!