Hi Satori, welcome, you’re certainly not alone struggling with porn and masturbation; I do as well (and like you belong to a strong faith tradition; many of us struggling with that do). I hear your voice and I see your struggle.
There is a way forward. Don’t give up. Keep working your sobriety and you will find your path.
Neal made a good post of links here, you may find them helpful or informative; I certainly found joining a group made a huge difference:
Take care & keep holding yourself to a healthy standard. You deserve a safe, sober life where you can be your full self.