Messed up again

I’ve been drinking several days these past few weeks again. Always in my home. I need to stop I’m going to do something to my health or hurt myself if I’m not careful. I hate that I’m weak my brain says don’t do this but I end up buying wine instead I hate myself for it always. Another week trying sober thing again I really don’t even enjoy it anymore either more reason to stop

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Hang in there we all have a relapses every so often but just as long as u realize it n start again will be a great thing n I kept relapsing myself so this time I’m going to try again so I’m on day 6 sober

maybe try a meeting might help not for everyone but it helped me and i havnt relapsed yet best of luck

I did go for awhile it’s ok. I find counseling fits me more. I have gone overboard this past few weeks. I have all these goals stop drinking, exercise I do so well for awhile then I stop or I have trouble executing my ideas and getting started on something. Like around the house so many things I want to decorate or finish but my anxiety and depression take over. Also doesn’t help right now we have 2 kids 16 mo apart. We are fostering definitely keeping me busy but it’s like I just take care of the kids and nothing else. I’m trying I’ve done it before will do it again I do have meeting on Tuesday women’s group I liked I think I’m more just denying to myself I have a problem won’t admit it. Thx for listening