Mad at myself for having to reset this morning.
Everytime I relapse it seems like my drinking gets so much worse. Woke up not remembering anything I did for the last 3 hours last night or how I got home… luckily I didn’t drive.
Was mean to my husband when I got home, have a rug burn from falling over, made a fool of myself at a wine bar in front of my neighbors so now I don’t even want to go outside.
It’s no way to live.
So what will you do to be better, and keep getting better at getting better each and every day?
What’s your plan?
Have you read “This Naked Mind” yet? Great resource for help…
I had to make radical, atleast it seemed that way at the time, changes to my life. I couldnt “just stop drinking”…I had to change an entire lifestyle…and it was worth it…
Awe man. That sucks. I’ve totally been there. Like @Yoda-Stevie asked… do you have a plan? Blacking out is the worst, and it seems like it’s a trend when you try to moderate. Message me if you want to chat- your story is similar to mine
I have blacked out quite a few times over the past 6 months. It is one of the worst feelings once you wake up.