I’m find it fairly easy and very relieving to not be lying. Not that it’s anything to be proud of but most of what came out of my mouth when I was using was a lie. It just wouldn’t feel right to tell a lie now.
In my very early days sober, I went to a meeting where an old timer said, “If you always tell the truth, you never have to remember what you said.”
That was like this brain bending ah ha! for me. Feeling like I had discovered a profound, life changing secret to the universe, I went home and shared this nugget of wisdom with my husband.
His confused (and normie) response was, “Well…yes.”
Realized even more in that moment that I am suuuuch an alcoholic.