Thank you, brother. Yes, you’re right, exposure is the thing. I suppose to meet my doctor tomorrow to figure out what is the next best move. I wanna try to stay at home one night to see how it goes. I’m also meeting a psychologist on Tuesday.
Thank you, @JazzyS! I’m glad to hear you’re doing fine and October is your favourite month. Yeah, can’t wait to go into concert to enjoy live classical music. Much love!
@MrMoustache 
. I’m glad to hear you and friend had a nice time. I hope that you two keep connected. That seems to be the harder as adults. But like anything else we need to nourish good relationships.
Just thought but maybe plan another day visit at home before going over night at home. Just a thought, but I know you while work with therapist and do what’s best. Keep listening to that music and going for walks.
I’m well, thanks for asking. Can’t believe this year is almost over. I actually got out enjoyed this summer instead of wasting away hangover and drinking, it away. Little sad when I think about how many summers I wasted on that. But looking forward not behind.
Leaves 
are starting to change colors so thinking I will go for a Sunday drive out of town to take some of it in today.
Take care make the best out of today that you can and I will do the same. 
Yeah, I truly love my friend, she is so special. We’ve been through a lot together and still standing.
And you’re absolutely right about going for a day visit before spending a night at home. I’m going tomorrow for a day and then Thursday for a night.
Great to hear you’re doing well and enjoying October. Indeed, time flies, unbelievable that this year is coming soon to an end. And I know what you mean by being wasted so many summers. I also love October, I love how days are getting shorter and nature is getting ready for winter.
22 AF, 25 weed free
Nothing much to report, another day here at the psych ward. I*ve been listening to contemporary classical music and checking what kind of concerts there might be in the future and holy shit, there’s a lot. I live in a metropolitan area, so here’s something almost every day. When I’m feeling better, gotta go and enjoy the concerts. Now I’m gonna read the threads before the sleeping meds kicks in. Have a great 24!
Oh how exciting - something to look forward to!
Good luck with your day trip tomorrow 
Yes indeed I’m looking forward to when I’m feeling better.
Thank you! I’m feeling pretty okay of going home for a day. Have a great 24, my dear friend!
@MrMoustache hope your visit home day is less stressful. We are here. Take care of yourself today
Thank you!! I’m at home right now and feeling surprisingly calm. I’m listening contemporary classical music and writing a new post in my blog. Counselors came to see me which was nice. They are so great and helpful folks. I hope your day has been good!
I’m glad it is going and it was very nice that came by to see you.
My day is just getting started up before the birds still dark outside well kind of the moon is super bright. I have a dentist appointment to get the teeth cleaned in a few hours. Fun! But love how it feels after. Other than going to work and make $ to keep my life style a float.
Lovely to read that the visit went well and that you are back feeling good. Also nice that you are being looked after.
Sounds like a eally nice morning. Omg, dentist! I absolutely hate them! I wish you a wonderful day!
@JazzyS Thank you, Jasmine! Yeah, it’s really nice that they are taking care of me. Soon I’ll leave back to the psych ward but I’ll come back at home for a night on Thursday. Have a great day, my friend!
23 AF, 26 weed free
I visited home today and it went really well. I met the counselors and they are really waiting for me to get back home which felt nice. Other than that I drank coffee, ate some food, took a shower and washed my hair, listened classical music and planned a new blog post. I’m gonna go at home on Thursday and spend a night in there. Looking forward to it, I really like being at home. My roommate is sleeping, but I’m listening music in my earphones, readind threads and planning a blog post.
Have a wonderful 24 everyone!
That’s good I’m happy to hear that be home went much better for you this time.
Yeah, I’m looking forward tomorrow to stay over night. Just met a doctor and if everything goes well, I’m going permanently home on Monday.
Hey buddy. Sending hugs . You doing so well. What courage. Little steps at a time . Stay safe 
Hey, thank you for your kind words! I’m trying my best. Hugs back!
25 AF, 28 weed free
I’m at home staying for a night. I don’t how I feel, I have mixed feelings. It feels kinda traumatic to be here because I tried suicide here but on the other hand I feel okay. I love my little home. Now I’m listening classical music and just enjoying the night. I’m leaving back to the psych ward 9 in the morning. I wish you all a great 24! We got this together!
All you can do is try. I hope goes well. If you get overwhelmed you have the option to go back tonight, right?
The mixed feelings are understandable. Reach out to someone if you need to connect. Glad you are enjoying your home space with some music. Much love friend.
Yeah, I can always go back. Now I try to get some sleep. Hugs!
Thank you @JazzyS! Hugs, my friend!
I’m back at the psych ward from home. I slept well but when I woke up, I felt so sad. I don’t know what to do with my life. I’m turning 46 on December, I don’t have education, I’m not fit to work. I’m just floating in the emptiness. I feel like a total loser. I have a dream to go back to the university, but in this state it’s impossible to study. Entry exams are early June 2026, so I have still time to recover. But it doesn’t really help right now. Life just feel hopeless and sad. I don’t know what to do with my stupid life.