Glad you are getting a supervised treatment My uncle did the same and swears by it.
Love the Punisher. Frank Castle is awesome 
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Haha, yeah, ketamine is a really powerful drug, but perfectly safe in the professional’s hands. Still it got me tripping pretty hard.
@JazzyS Great to hear your uncle did it and benefitted from it. Yeah, Frank is a true badass, haha!
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32 AF, 76 weed free
Another day at the psych ward ahead, but I don’t know if they’re gonna send me home today. I should know it soon. But either way, I’m gonna visit my mum today who is visiting, seeing my kids and staying in my ex’s home. It’s always so nice to see her. Other than that, watching The Punisher and listening to music and just taking it easy. I wish you all a great 24! We got this!
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I’m really glad you got started on the ketamine treatment! It sounds like the first treatment felt like a major success to you, which is what’s important. I’ve read a lot about how ketamine can help in cases of severe, refractory depression and for a while i was hoping to do it. I’m happy it worked out for you and seems to be helping already. I hope you can go home soon if that’s what you want.
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Yeah, the start of the treatment was very, very good! They’re giving me it still two times and then evaluating should the treatment continue or not. But I hope it will continue because it already made me feel better.
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And oh yes, another day down at the so familiar psych ward. Maybe they let me out tomorrow, who knows. My next ketamine treatment is at next Monday. Now I’m listening to some Roman Catholic choir songs, they sooth me before going to sleep.
I’m still so astonished about the vision I got from yesterday’s treatment. Now my future’s plan seems so straightforward and solid, and of course it needs lots of work, but I’m ready. And my vision also revealed me that this time I should keep my mouth shut about my plans because let the action speaks first. This is new to me.
Have a great one, you’re the best!
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That concept came to me recently too - don’t tell people about your great plans, just do them and they will see! I intend to do the same.
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Yeah! It’s better to just do them than to talk about them. By doing that I can fully focus on the task at hand withour thinking what others might think, to avoid the negative feedback or undermining.
33 AF, 77 weed free
It’s a little bit past 6am and I can’t get any sleep anymore, so I’m listening to some music. If they send me home today, I’m fully prepared, I feel strong and confident, there’s absolutely no risk that I would relapse. On the contrary, can’t wait to get home to me my little routines. But let’s see what the doctor have in mind.
I wish you all a great 24! We totally got this!
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Double 3’s and double 7’s – looking great my friend!
Sorry you can’t get back to sleep - hope you have a wonderful start to your day 
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Thank you, my friend! Yeah, I’m gonna take a nap in some point. Have a great one!
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I got home from the psych ward, yay! I spent there a little bit over a month, so it feels so good to be back home. On my way home I pick up meds and bought some incense. Now I’m just gonna relax, read, eat good food and watch series. My next ketamine treatment is on next Monday. I hope you all have a good one!
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Ahhh I’m so happy for you! Relax like crazy and enjoy being back in your space 
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Thanks, Madeline! I’ve been enjoying so much of being back home. I’m feeling so good at the moment, life feels so good despite of depression. I feel alive! I took a nap and after that I’ve been just reading and eating good food. Can’t wait tomorrow to go for nature walks.
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I’m very excited for you to be able to experience the world through this lens. You deserve to feel good and I’m really happy everything feels so fresh right now.
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Thank you! I gotta enjoy of these recently rare moments when everything feels good at the moment. I’m so grateful to be alive and sober!
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I’ve been listening to a documentary podcast about ketamine treatment in Germany. Really interesting.
I hope you’ll get the best results from it.
As to relapsing I still keep it odaat.
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Yeah, it’s a really interesting treatment, it seems to work in severe depression. And oh yeah, one day at a time.
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34 AF, 78 weed free
I slept really well, I’m so happy to be at home. But right away after I woke up, I was and I’m feeling really depressed. It’s a sunny and warm day, so I’m gonna spend some time outside. I’m glad to be sober. Now I’m going for a walk. Have a great 24 everyone!
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Hope the walk helped. Sorry that the depression hit you. Remember that it will not last and drinking/ smoking will not help it in any way. Monday is your next treatment…stay strong and hope your day gets better 
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