I had a best friend who was at the peak of hos addiction. I dabbled with drugs with him at one point of my life. I was introduced to AA and na way be4 we met but i never understood the program. They told me to ditch the friends that use for my own saftey and i now get that
The last time i saw him i was maybe 1 or 2 weeks sober and he was in my kitchen buying crack on the phone so I got mad and kicked him out. After hearing he was making moves on my gf so i decided to tell him i did not want him to be my friend and i did not want him here.
About 2 weeks ago I got the word from my roommate he was dead. From what I heard he took a hit of fet and dope, fell and broke his neck then died.
I have a lot of anger for the person he was with. Not because of the dope, not because he was at his house, but it took that person 1 full night to call someone to get his body out of his house. He didn’t even call the police. He called someone who ended up calling for him.
I had 1 or 2 weeks sober be4 i kicked him out for good.
Imagine if i was one of the people with him. I would have called right away but would I be in dangor if i decided to call; would i be dead right now. It was close. I am not proud to say this but i even smoked h 3 months ago. I smoked crack and sniffed coke with him
When i first met my friend all we did was drink and smoke pot. We chilled with eachother everyday for 3 years be4 the crack came in to our lives
Im blessed my sobriety date is weeks be4 the day he died. Im so greatful for that