I just wanted to post an acknowledgment and thank you for the support of this amazing community. Along with sponsorship, fellowship, my meetings, the literature, and my higher power, I’ve managed to stay clean and sober and have moved away from the dread I had in my 11 day sober post. My life has still ultimately gone by the way of divorce and will be finalized within a month. Fortunately I still get to see my 4 year old son and will have split custody with my ex. I can no longer expect to be able to manipulate or control someone else thoughts or behaviors but through this program, I have managed to understand my root issues surrounding my addiction and can face them one day at a time. Sometimes one hour at a time if needed. It may not get easier but it surely does get better. Thank you to the rooms, this app, and everyone in them.
This is so wonderful! I’m happy for you! Congratulations 
Congratulations on your 129 days and the changes you have made toward healing. You sound determined!
Great work @SwiftMood! That is a great place to be, one day at a time, taking life as it comes. It sounds like you’re seeing results from your program 
Thank you so much for sharing your journey and progress with us. It’s incredibly inspiring to hear about your determination and resilience in the face of such challenges. The support of this community, along with your commitment to your recovery through meetings, literature, and your higher power, is truly commendable. Your honesty about the difficulties, and your dedication to staying clean and sober one day at a time, is a testament to your strength. We’re all here to support you, and it’s wonderful to see the positive steps you’re taking. Keep going—you’ve got this!