I am at 4 weeks today
But yet I am not happy
I am arguing with my own damn slef on asking why I am doing this . Me and my husband were jumped
And went threw a tragic beating n April with my husband where he almost died and we both ended up n the hospital…
From there I drank everytime these feelings and fear and panic came up …
I am struggling to feel happy about all this idk maybe seeking some kind of help… I’m tired of pretending I’m ok when I’m constantly in fear now that I’m sober … ugh I wanna drink so bad today when I’m to be happy …
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Have you talked to your doctor about your ptsd issue?
They could at least get you pointed in the right direction in finding positive treatment options.
Stay strong! Just remember, you faced death and survived, don’t kill yourself, slow and painfully with alcohol.
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