Im just going to put my two cents in here because I dont personally know you but consider you a friend on here and I'm going to be really honest.
Addictive personalities can get addicted to anything really. Be careful please. I understand that familiar feeling of feeling great while drinking otherwise why would we keep drinking? It makes us feel invincible when we are not. Alcohol and drugs tempt us by telling us we can be everything we ever wanted, and we dont need to ever stop anything we can keep going and when things go bad the addiction will keep wispering in our ears that it just "feels so good though"
Well fuck that.You alone are enough for you.You do not need these things to make you a good person, or likeable, or wise. Your "friend" well hes either so desperate and out of control from whatever he is on that he just crossed the line, or hes just simply an asshole.Either way its really sad that he has stooped so low and done this to you.
Just be careful you dont stay in this relapse too long, because addiction will continue to keep stealing things from you.
You're on here because you know you should be, you know there are people on here that care about you and how you are doing. I look at addiction as a person, that seduces addictive minds and is completely selfish, its going to do whatever it takes to get you to stay and I really really hope you tell it to f**k off.