I tried to check into rehab 8 days ago and they couldnt put me in a bed until this Wednesday, I’ve managed to stay clean although the love of my life left me. She couldn’t take this back and forth anymore and I dobt blame her. I’m so freaking sad, but I knew it was coming if I continued doing what I was doing . I’m a little unsteady, but ready to start a new chapter. Maybe when I’m on track and my life is new and I’m doing right she’ll give me another chance. I’m just so broken. God is all I have now. Hopefully I haven’t burnt that bridge also. Prayers from those who pray, please. From one addict to the others, is hard to fight when you don’t see the end of the tunnel. But I’m a fighter. Please God help me.
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