Feeling lonely recently. It’s really annoying.
Hugs
You mentioned some art and woodworking intensives that you were looking at. Did you get signed up to anything?
My one for this coming week was cancelled, but I have another one planned in a few weeks, so hopefully that will be fun. And my ASL class started last week and it was so much fun.
Also, thanks for the hugs😊
Doing ok. Missing my old laptop a bit. It’s just kinda sad.
Is ASL American Sign Language or something else? Will look forward to hearing about the other thing coming up too!
What happened to your laptop?
Yeah. It is. It’s so much fun. And the other thing is a class on using a lathe to make wooden bowls.
My laptop stopped turning on. We brought it to geek squad or whatever and they said it would probably cost a lot to fix it, so we decided just to get a new one. It’s just a bit sad cause that was my first laptop and the first one I picked out. And I brought it to school every day and whatnot. it’s just a change and change is hard.
Anyways, my mom is giving me her laptop, which is super nice and only a year old, because she got a new one from her new job.
Boop boop, hate my body. When I feel hungry I’m like happy and that’s so stupid. Ughhh. But then when I start eating, I can’t stop.
This will sould really stupid, but my boyfriend isn’t talking. He was having a bad day the other day and since has barely talked at all. He hasnt talked today. I miss him so much. We’re long distance, so texting is all we have and yeah. It’s just hard.
My ears just stopped hearing all background noise and one is ringing. Maybe it’s stress? I just sent a kinda meanish text to my bf and I’m stressed and I miss him and idk.
That happens so the time with my ears/hearing though I think mine may be due to not wearing ear protection when I should have. I’m sure it’s nothing to worry about it your case
Sober four years seven months. Having a pretty lousy week. I get that being sober is better than being a drunk and doing really stupid s**t all the time and being self-destructive and ruining my life. Still just for the record, Sober life can be really really really boring. OK thanks for letting me share.
I told my therapist. About my food stuff. I just emailed her. Idk if I can talk about it yet, but now she knows.
Lol that’s funny. Mines normally cause I have such bad allergies that my ears get congested lol. It’s pretty bad sometimes😆. But if I take my meds it’s usually fine.
Wow! That’s so cool! Aww. I’m sorry. That stinks. Hah yeah. Ibet it can. Tbh, kinda feeling a similar way lol.
Also no problem, feel free to share any time😊!
I’m having a really really really hard time rn. Really wanting to hurt myself. And it’s hard not to. And I hate it.
Like im not going to, but it’s really hard and I’m so alone and yeah. I told my therapist about my food stuff, but I couldn’t talk about it. But I think I really need to talk about it next week even if it’s hard if it’s stressing me out to the point I want to hurt myself. And yeah. Idk.
I’m about to go to bed cause that way I can not think about it for a good right hours lol.
Yeah, exactly. Sometimes brain teasers help me. I need to find my coping cards. I think I lost them though so I might need to make new ones.
Those are such good ideas! I’m definitely going to use those next time!
Question. Are you able to do therapy more than once a week? Like is that a thing?
I thought I posted yesterday but it isn’t showing up Anyway…!
Well done for emailing your therapist, that’s such a good first step. See how it goes next week, cross that bridge when you come to it
And you just dropped in there you have a boyfriend… Is that new?
ASL and woodworking does sound like fun! Do share any pics of any of your creations!
Huh. Wow. Idk. I’m going to try to truly take advantage of the appointments I have now and then decide. Yeah. Well see.