Very pleased to say I got through Christmas and new years sober. New years eve I watched my future brother in law get smashed and get very angry. I was never an angry drunk but it was a reminder of what this stuff can do.
I lost my job two weeks ago and it was an embarrassing shock, one I hope to look back on as a turning point and the very end of the nightmare. Now all that’s left is to slowly rebuild x happy new year everyone