Newbie here. Needing to vent.
I’m over 2 yrs clean of opiates. Awhile back, I substituted alcohol in. I quit drinking for about a year. The past 6 months I’ve been drinking a couple days a week, but recently it’s stopped it’s “fun appeal”. It’s turned in to nights of blackouts and mornings of extreme anxiety and self-loathing. I probably have a slight hangover now. I can’t take it anymore and it’s time to change. I’m more than ready to be done with all of it.
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Welcome and congratulations on making the best decision ever, you are among friends here, read lots, reach out often. You can do this 
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What I would encourage You to do, is to build a lifestyle filled with productive things.
Things like reading books, exercising. Basically any activity, that creates something beneficial for You or/and other people.
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