Welcome back. It is a harsh realization when we realize that we can’t moderate and do have a problem with alcohol. The only way to handle this is to make a clean break. Glad you have good support at home and with AA.
This community is full of support and great advice. Take your time to read around and join us when you are ready. I find the Checking in daily to maintain focus #72 thread is a wonderful space to check in daily and stay accountable. Helps to connect with fellow members here too.
Remember to take it one moment at a time and the withdrawals do get easier to handle. Just keep pushing forward 
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