You can do it Whitney. All you have to do is make that commitment within yourself and truly want to get better. I’m not saying it will be an easy journey, but mind over matter.
I think the biggest challenge in getting where we want to be is the journey. That is what choosing not to drink is, and why it can seem, at times, like a bridge too far.
You’ll read and hear the phrase “a day at a time”. These are incredibly powerful words. Embrace them. Seek help if you need it, there is NO shame. Come here for love and support…so many fantastic people on these forums to share and start your journey with.
I also would drink until blacked out, 5-6 days a week. Glad I found this group. Never had much of a support system before. Never admitted my problem to anyone before recently either. We can do it!