I had a drinking dream a few weeks ago. I always have this dream where I go to the same bar and drink. This particular time my co workers were in my dream with me
Ever since that dream I’ve been craving alcohol and weed and nic to take the edge off. It took almost 2 years but for the first time in a long time I thought how good a shot of Jim bean would feel. I never craved hard alcohol since I quit like that. It usually made me sick to think of hard alcohol
Then weed today sucked for cravings. I thought how good a break from life sounds
I took some action following my crave
I picked up my son ,put on music and danced and boom felt relief
I think I crave this kind of excitement of exploring my mind and pushing limits of myself