I want to say my son first, but I'm doing it for me. So that I can be my best as a person, mother, daughter, and professional. I have let alcohol ruin so much for me: dependability, responsibility, trust, self-respect, self-love, friendships, and reputation. I'm choosing sobriety for me, so that this vicious cycle my son never has to witness again (being hungover and not able to play). That's the worst.