One step forward two steps back

Just downloaded this app I’ve struggled with addictions to cocaine and alcohol for almost 2 years I’m 23 years old and every time I think i kick it I lose all I’ve worked for after one drink and lose my restraint. It’s not only costly to me financial but emotionally and has damaged my relationships, I was sober 2 months now 2 hours. How can I stay on the wagon…

Hi @Leashed, nice to meet you …Well done on 2 months, are you feeling any different? I remember after 2 months not feeling that much better although I felt better in comparison to 0 hungover days. The secret is to stay clear from substances all together…as it says “1 is too many and a 1000 not enough…”