I know this struggle. I liked to drink, it was my identity. Letting that go meant I had to manifest a new identity, but that’s the good part, stripping that identity means you can be whoever you want to be!
The one thing that helped me was changing my relationship with alcohol
Once I changed my relationship with alcohol, the desire to drink faded and the fear of letting go subsided.
Letting go feels scary, but trust me, it will be the best thing you ever do for yourself!