You okay? What’s going on?
I’m feeling…thirsty lol even if I drunk hell loads of water
I think I messaged you idk new to this I didn’t wanna put this on here but oh well.Well I’m almost 3 months clean off the devil’s lettuce and idk my life consists of work and going to church on Sunday and biblestudy which I enjoy.i have a new job that pays very well but I feel sooooo empty I don’t laugh anymore joke around nothing excites me anymore other than women and graffiti but the last several women have just put me off to um for a while and I can’t paint graffiti illegally I’m almost 39 I have a good job I cant lose this job idk I’m just bored I feel empty and dead inside I get no joy from anything anymore.i drink out of boredom on Friday and Saturday which then just makes things worse Sunday and Monday into Tuesday and the cycle has just been repeating every weekend for the past month idk what to do I lost all my friends since I went back to church and stopped partying so I’m kinda just lonely bored etc.ive smoked since I was 11 idk what to do with myself I’m a artist but I have no desire 2 I feel lost but I don’t wanna go back to my old life
Messaged you but glad you posted on here, you might get some good feedback from people
lucky xoxo
Motivated… look out!
Hopeful
Excited…but it could be the giant amount of coffee haha
Relieved .
Contemplative (always, it seems)
Grateful…
Feeling very drained.
Appreciation for Matt on here. Such a way with words that one.
Lonely
Bad. In a good way.
Discouraged.
Just a bit. Not about sobriety, about being alone. I’ll feel better tomorrow, I’m sure.
Accomplished
Got a lot done this week and now looking forward to the weekend
Stressed working thru it but I’m feeling like the levee is gonna break.
Don’t let it get you today!!! Get out and relax in nature some this weekend
Confused.
22 days sobriety and my head is all over the place