Little nervous and anxious. Going to my first meeting tonight.
Sorry to hear that , and u are welcome here. Can i ask why u disapointed?
Good luck , its normal to feel that .I was at my first too
I did 6 months of sobriety before Christmas but have been drinking since then and just feel like Iāve lost control again. Back to day 2 after getting really drunk at a wedding in Friday.
6 months that is a good numbers you can make it again . U being here says to me u want to fight this
Whatās up??? Are you okay??
Iām good. Just having a wobble about how much I drank on Friday and the disappointment I feel in myself. Shame fixes nothing though and I have to keep going.
Idk. Part of my mourning process i think. Iām either crying or numb. Guess Iād rather be numbā¦?
Good TIRED!
Skiād all day with my son in crazy tree runsā¦canāt wait to go to sleep.
Miserable !
But itās ok because I didnāt use it as an excuse to have a drink.
Numb can be easier in some waysā¦ it depends on how the numbness gets there !
Donāt let it be from alcohol, Roseyā¦ youāll be numb for the short-term, perhaps, but happier and healthier in the long term.
Grateful - grateful to be feeling true happiness for the first time in a long time. Grateful for the new friends that have entered into my life. Grateful to have a new relationship that is so positive. Just grateful.
Frustrated
Powerless and proud
In pain and afraid of what is coming.
Tired. Canāt sleep for some reason but still ready to face the day!
Forgive yourself, and start fresh!
Iām feeling appreciative. Iāve got a nice glass of pure orange juice. It tastes so good. Before i only ever drank it with vodka in it so i didnāt really appreciate the taste with just knocking it back.
Optimistic and empowered.
Better