Stressed
Jazzed. Great day overall, got to walk, got to chair a meeting, got a ping pong table and playing the wife. Bout as good a Sunday as I can think of.
Bored.
Now I have a week off and the weather turned cold again with lots of storm and rain. Meh.
Motivated
At least itās not raining now when Iām outside
Empathetic. Lady at work recently lost her partner of 27 years to stage 4 cancer, I saw her in passing while being relieved and gave her a wave. Then I went over and gave her a hug, talked to her about it and got to feel her pain and emotion. Not something I would have done just a few short months ago. Feeling for another, actually tearing up and sharing someoneās pain is something I ran from. Be thankful for what you do have, be thankful for the life youāve been afforded because it can end at any time, people can be taken at any time.
One word: tired.
Iām sorry for your loss
Tense. My muscles are pissed today, typical spring time activity in Maine. However, Iām stoked because my girlfriend is hopping on the no booze train and her weekend black out boyfriend is too!! They didnāt say if they had a goal in mind but I keep talking about how much I donāt miss it enough that they are motivated to join me. I have a big party on the 26th for memorial day, that would be sweet if they stayed sober for that too but long story not short at all, it appears my crowd may be starting to join me in sobriety lol. Thatās a beautiful thing!
Iām sorry to hear that, sending you a big hug!
Alone.
I feel lonely. I donāt have friends in my new school. Havenāt cut in a long time. Trying to figure out my sexuality but people keep telling me Iām wrong. Also I havenāt been able to tell anyone about the assault. So I just feel really alone and scared and idk.
Please donāt pay attention to ANYBODY who tries to tell you shit about your sexuality. This is a journey that only you can figure out! People can support you and listen to you, but no one will know how you really feel inside but you. Stay strong girl! I was there once myself too. You can PM me if you want. Iām on here a few times a day. Otherwise, just keep fighting the good fight on all fronts.
Sufferingisbliss
As some of you whom I talk to normally on here, Know my ex stopped by and hung out with me Sunday. Since that day I have been extremely worn out physically as well as mentally. Thru my self talk I been still getting outside and active just not to my normal degree.
Today is the day the bs ends. Two days of rest is two days too much. So after this phone interview I plan on spending the entire day outside.
Emotional and tired, long days working and travelling on public transport since my car is off the road temporarily until my finances catch up
Itās your life, not theirs. Donāt let them dictate your happiness. Accept who you are, accept others for who they are.
Faithful. Itās so easy to focus on the positives in life today, takes work to dwell on the negatives. Iām ambulatory, not brain dead and doing things that Iād like too/always wanted too.
Thanksš I am gonna keep trying. Itās just all very confusing. Thereās so many words for everything. And my best friend knows Iām into him and whatever so he thinks I canāt be ace, but idk. Ahhhhh. And so idk what i am and itās stressful and ahhhh. Sorry for the word vomitš
I donāt have likes left, but good for you. Half the battle is starting, thatās cheesey, but yeah. Good job!
Confident!
Our thesis is rocking!
Employed. I just heard back from the potential new job. I will be starting next week once I pass the drug test. Which I can finally do.