Frustrated! Everyone at work has distanced themselves from me because they can’t stand to see someone who’s happy or not fucking drunk. Even the ones who don’t drink all the time have just stopped wanting to talk to me. Let me be clear, we still interact, but I can feel the reticence when it comes to talking about me. They just don’t want to give a shit. I feel like everyone has become so spiteful towards work in general and they can’t stand the fact that I’m happy to have a job and make good money and have lovely customers who really give a shit about us.
I have been so blessed to have the job I do. We’ve all had so much love and support from each other and we are pretty well taken care of. Losing the cohesion is really driving me crazy!
But not to worry friends, I’m not about to change a damn thing about how I feel and who I am. I just needed to put this out there.