Congratulations.
No but thank you 220 days and still an everyday battle was hoping it would be easier by now
Things will keep coming across as a challenge or a battle. Because we used to use them to feed our habbits. Well I did anyway. You just gotta remember that you can get through anything and keep fighting stong. You have got to get to that one year mark. And then two years then the rest of your life. You got this.
Thanks for that I know it will itās just getting there that sucks 222 days with no reset
Beat.
Dropped my kids off, many tears from everyone. This was our first weekend together for more than 4 hours since January. Kinda sad, kinda down, kinda tired. Glad my kids got to see me cry when I wasnāt lambasted drunk and that I was able to hold and comfort them when they cried. Everyday is progress, thankful for this weekend. Thankful for such strong little souls. Thankful for my wife and her care, support and trust.
Anxious and frustrated with hand shaking
Cool, canāt wait to get there.
Itās a shitty situation. I was full of so much rage the first 2 weeks to a month, I wanted to fight everything. Angrily walked to many AA meetings. After that first month, thanks to AA, IOP group meetings and an individual therapist I was able to truly stary recovery and start getting better mentally and physically. I now consider the whole thing a blessing for the most part, who knows where Iād be if it hadnāt happened. Who knows how much damage I would have done if it hadnāt happened. You truly donāt know what you have until itās gone and I count my blessings every night and every morning for my healthy kids, my wife and my sobriety.
One day at a time, one step at a time we get to where we want to be.
Hot.
A mere 117Ā° today with 24% humidity. No reprieve from the heat tomorrow as itās more of the same.
Itās hot as balls today.
Strong.
I had a killer dance class tonight and took some progress videos to compare to previous sessions and reflect on how far Iāve come. Iām nowhere near where I want to be but Iām way stronger than when I started!
Headachy - but because of a fever, not a hangover.ļø
Aerial! Itās a great workout!
Lol, itās a trip! I can talk forever about it, itās really helped me with my self image and my body image, reclaiming my body, itās been a positive outlet for the energy Iād usually put into my addiction. All the positive things!
Healing *extra characters to make the minimum posting requirement
Yoga. Enjoying vacation with some yoga
226 days and still counting every second
Disinterested.
Sore. Had a pretty bad fall on my motorcycle yesterday but pretty happy with being sore considering the alternative