Confident.
Today - sad.
Brain fog.
Enervated.
Oh noā¦ Whatās wrong
Thank you. It will.
Shocked. Just reading news: every 6. German adult is poor and every 5. German child. No words for thisā¦
Worried. Iām 6 hours away from being 21 days sober, but the office Christmas party is about to start and I can see a lot of alcohol being set out by the caterers. Iām worried Iāll cave from peer and social pressure.
I see this was posted a few hours ago, but Iāll say this anyways in case youāre still in this situation.
If youāre worried, it sounds like leaving would be the best option here. Thereās no point in taking unnecessary risksā¦ is this one necessary?
Run, leave the party. It is not more important than your sobriety. You will feel awful tomorrow. It is not worth it. It is up to you to not to put yourself through a painful situation. I hope it is not too late. You have a choice. Stay strong.
Good. Mhhhmmm good.
I drank. And then I went and bought cocaine too. Feeling the guilt big time now. Keep going over the events of this evening and wondering whether I was belligerent or ridiculous, but I donāt think I got black out drunk.
Better reset this app and start over again. Thanks guys, for asking. Next time Iāll be sure to skip the office party especially since open bars are my weakness. I stayed because this is a new job and I wanted to network. But itās not worth the emotional turmoil, I now realise. Also couldāve made a fool of myself being a drunk ass in front of new colleagues. Thank fuck I didnāt.
Very grateful
Good as well! Heading to work soon.
Tired. Itās not even 9pmā¦
Employed, at temporarily. Hopeful (but scared tooā¦)
Exuberant
Accomplished.
My van started running rough on the way to work. My wheels started turning, whatās next on this old beast!? Replaced EGR, cleaned ports, spark plugs, tracked down the bad coil pack and replaced it and the van is back to normal.
When I was a drunk, I woulda left it on the side of the road, gone and screwed up whatever money I did have to buy another beater I couldnāt afford.
Lifeās good sober, nothing cant be accomplished when youāre living right.
Is there a word that describes āUnderwhelmingly unsurprised and sick of being annoyed at my managers for ignoring problems ive raised, solved and then subsequently taken credit forā and also for ādying under the pressure of an understaffed kitchen while management just continue to pile on the pressure then fuck us in the ear when ot all goes wrong because weāre tired and I only have 2 hands and one set of 24 hrs in a dayā ??? Let me know will ye
I think āBlehā covers all that.