Relaxed, focussed
Inspired
Lost, as of late.
Anxious.
Im going spend some days wuth my family. On one hand but I am overly excited to see them again, but on the other hand is the object of my addiction always available there. Im afrait that I cant decline when everyone else consumes it naturally.
This will require some great willpower
I feel soft
It wonāt be easy, but the more you stand your ground and say no. The more they will get the message. Are you open with them? Remember that the only person who can make you drink is you.
Stay strong.
Exhausted. Half done with my 16 hour shift and frustrated because someone called in. Im sure they are hungover. So on top of being exhausted we are short staffed now. Happy Monday. i hope this goes fastā¦
Seriously though, have a beautiful day! I hate being negative.
Agitated. Itās my 12th day and I am feeling very restless.
I feel committed today
Exclusive.
Got that badge Iāve had my eye on. Today is just another day of being happy joyous and free. Enjoyed hanging with the SIL/BIL and watching the kids go nuckin futs, first time they ever met but it seemed like theyāve known each other their whole lives.
Productive - I always clean my house top to bottom on Mondayās and I was very productive today.
Iām going to cheat and do two words. My other word is Elated. I am beyond elated today. I just got some amazing news that our insurance company is finally releasing our insurance check from Hurricane Irma! Itās been a long wait and a long fight to get it. I honestly thought we were screwed and finally decided we would never get it, but we did and Iām elated!
Anxious - suddenly hit with cravings againā¦ Iām most of the way through day 4. While I left all money and cards at home (so I couldnāt just hit the store across the street from my office when I leave here at 4pm US EDT), Iāll be home before too long and hope this passes. I am planing to attend a meeting at 8. I need some distractions once I get homeā¦
Hit the road jack. Long walks with different scenery helped me a lot early on. Plug some tunes, podcast or hobby material into your ear holes and keep it moving.
Pressured. So much to do, so little time!
Annoyed.
But this to shall pass. Maybe then Iāll be content lol. For now Iām just annoyed. People never tell the whole story and thatās fine. I need to learn to let it go and know what I know and be content. But for now Iāll be slightly annoyed lol
Whatās on your plate James?
Nothing out of the ordinary. Just lifeā¦ I have so much I want to do with it, but even when I try my best to prioritize, the hours slip through my fingers like sand, and the things I want to do keep accumulating.
I need to practice letting go of not being able to do it all right now. On my to-do list for today is to physically write down a more detailed schedule for my time, so as to visualize what I can and cannot realistically fit into my day or week. Then I can more mindfully let go of the things I have to leave off the schedule. The things I leave off can be archived in a list ā I feel better having them written down somewhere so I donāt feel like Iāve abandoned them entirely.
Reborn
Frustrated, not able to get back up on the wagon.
Ah mate. Thinking of you.